I wish I could say that I can’t believe what happened in Charlottesville… but I can. When your eyes are opened to racism, you see it is more around you than you once realized. The more open your eyes, the more you see it. When you ask the Lord to break your heart for what breaks His… Charlottesville cuts deep.
The bandaid has been ripped off, the wound has been festering because it never fully healed. You can change policy and law all you want, but if the hearts don’t change with it… then it is merely superficial. But eventually, you must face it. It will be raw. Oozing. There will stench and rot. It will be hot to the touch, infected. It will be gross. It also may get worse before it gets better.
I have listened to too many who try to justify away the things they hear on the news. Too many who say “what about me”, as if sharing the world means there is less of it for oneself.
I, for one, am over it. I’m calling it like I see it. I’m not holding back.
Racism in any form is sin, it is straight from hell, it is not of Christ. Do not spew vitriol and sit next to me in the pews on Sunday. I see your sin nature, loud and clear and I will not be apart of it. I will not have my kids exposed to it. I will not stand for it in my presence.
Your jokes are not funny, because they reveal parts of your heart and it is stained.
Don’t quote the Bible in one breath and spew hate in another. Move along. You are not wanted here.
While I send those parting words, know that my heart breaks because you do not know what it is you do. I pray that is true, that you truly don’t know. I pray that the Lord will forgive your ignorance, as much as I pray that your eyes and heart will be opened to truth in away that changes you to your core. That you will pursue repentance, seek forgiveness, and reconciliation is on your tongue. I pray that in the meantime, those who find themselves in your wake are protected from the venom and the words you use to tickle their ears.
I pray that your children will see the world differently than you, and one day will rise up against what you have stood for. What you stand for is not Christlike, not American, and not ok.
Not in Charlottesville.
Not today Satan, not today.